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Friday, May 27, 2005

to add, i cant go for a day camp also... sad...

juz got scolded by dad coz of the uniform...

fuck CI course...

makin my life more miserable than it has been...

Smashed into pieces at 5/27/2005 10:59:00 PM

im so bored...

tmr is sat...

there's a lot of stuff tt i wanna go to... but i cant. so shitty... first, there's dikir barat comp... second, there's the gatherin of freshies frm mly camp at sentosa... third, there's the run at siglap where prolly most of my classmates will be there. i miss 4g soo much...

reason as to why i cant go: CI course.

im so tempted to not go for this sat training and get out of the whole course... throw 200 bucks rite in front of the officer's face and leave. i cant go to these great events. i cant have my weekends with my family. and i've lost the onli thing tt motivated me to carry on with the course. but wat the heck.. it was onli to encourage me... it'll be stupid of me to quit now, after spendin 7 days in torturous camp and then quit juz coz i cant go for stuff... haiz..

Smashed into pieces at 5/27/2005 03:55:00 PM

i was not in the mood to blog last nite... and i dunno y...

did flag day yesterday... and it was kinda a girls' day out too... five girls, out and about bugis and arab st doin flag day.... we kinda chose a wrong location. but we did kinda good... i was so not in the mood to do flag day. gosh... i tot sec 4 will the last time i would be doin flag day... and stupid sp... they targeted on freshies to do the job.. and they onli give 3 hrs, u noe, sth like CIP hrs like tt... they have a long name for tt and i have no intention of memorising it. we started off slow, and i didnt make any effort in progressing... my plan was to juz walk ard and let them approach me.. haha... so malas i tell ya. the tourists whom we tot were generous proved us wrong... so stingy... so diff frm those at town. but, in the end, i managed to collect 26 bucks... not bad ritee? hehe...

slacked are and ate the refreshmt b4 goin home... didnt join the trajans for welcomin grandma back... too tired and too last min...

reached home...

did nth...

went outline... chatted..

oh yeah.. chatted with hyrul (dunno how u actually spell ur name)... and he said tt i could act.. haha... yes.. those frm 4g or noe me mite be rollin on thr floor, laughin ur heads off.. haha... but, maybe ill give it a try... haha.... or maybe, ill juz be at backstage, helpin out. tt's better isnt it? hehe...

i was sooo bored last nite... but i didnt noe how time passed me by...

oh yeah... talked to ema on the phone last nite. glad u called girl.. appreciate it lots dearie... all the best for ur papers next week aitez..

goin out with my kuzzie on mon... for the first time ever. believe it or not... we're of the same age, but we've never really hanged out together... it's gonna be a girls' day out again... hooray! movies and budget/window shoppin here i come... haha.. y i said budget/window shoppin? coz im running out of money.... damn ez link... i had ta keep toppin it up... mmg waste of money la... and it's not like 5 bucks each time... it's TEN... $10... haiz... nie lah akibat slalu merayap kat town. haha... kan dah skola jauh dari rumah...

wat else eh... i dn think i have anything else to say... adieu!

zee: im alrite... it was juz a temporary upset.. haha..
drools: ;P

Smashed into pieces at 5/27/2005 01:44:00 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

hello...

im sad.

y?

coz...

sth la...

i dunno y im so affected by it.

it's no big deal...

but y am i sad?

haiz...

ema...

i dun feel motivated anymore...

argh...

i feel like crying.

no. i wont.

it was juz a small infatuation...

then, y am i so down when i read the thing?

i hate myself for being like this.

this is not me.

stop this, nurul...

im still feelin down...

y?

i myself dun understand...

dammit..

argh...

i dun havta feel upset.

it was juz a small crush.

a childish infatuation.

rite?

it's was juz kiddin ard..

so y am i reacting this way?

so drama mama...

im goin out of control.

do i need sleep?

i dun think so..

i juz dun understand y im feelin low when i found tt fact out...

y?

mengape?

Smashed into pieces at 5/25/2005 11:35:00 PM

it had been a long day for me todae.... kinda tired.. but enjoyed it very much...

started off the day by goin back to sch for a very short while... collected the O level cert... thanks to feli who invited me to follow her.... elfi came along. and my, he wore this striking GREEN shirt... it was woah... u noe... then, when we entered the sch, we had to report to a security guard... like wateva la... u should noe my opinion on this... yup. bullshit...

after tt... i was already late for sch, or should i say orientation. but still followed feli and elfi to taka... coz we wanted to see siti at delifrance in her delifrance uniform.... and i finally saw her in tt ridiculous uniform... haha... she was soo small.... i think she got small when she wore the attire.... it was soo baggy... so hilarious i tell ya.. and she really gave us discount. damn... thanks girl. i tot the food gonna cost me like 11 bucks... in the end, since siti was in charge of counter, told me it was 6 bucks... i was like, 'wat?? u sure..?'... then she was whispered to me " yeah... really.. shhh"... haha... after stuffin down the food, i rushed to sp... the journey took like forever.... forced azfar to wait for me... even though it was like 1/2 hr late already... to hazimah, im sorry girl for not havin lunch with ya.. ill make it up to u ya... y never reply to my sms? u angry izzit? i mintak maaf byk2 la... i blanja u sooon k...

so, azfar and i head for the block where we're supposed to have our lesson... we almost got lost. spent bout 10 mins lookin ard for the block... by the time i stepped into the comp lab, it was already ard 2.40... haha... and we were released by 3... wasted my fuckin time there man... i went coz i was told tt the lesson would be frm 2-5.... i was shocked when the lecturer said we can go off already... haha...

so, headed to bugis, since feli and elfi was still in town.. didnt want to go home early.. so decided to meet up with them agaiin. and.... liyaaa was there!! da lame seh tak jumpe... she's soo sweet lookin... but still whiny, but not as much as last time (surprising huh? haha...) wenta mkn at pastamania.. where me, feli and elfi were so kecoh when we wanted to decide wat to eat...

after mkn, wenta take neoprints.... mcm2 jadi... pressed the wrong thing coz we didnt understand japanese.. duh. our pose were like so retarded coz we didnt noe our cue.... coz it was in japanese as well... haha... felt so foolish... but we had fun..

bought chocolates frm chocolate world... shared with elf... yummy...

headed home after tt... in the train, elfi, feli, liya and i took pics of each other... a lot of pics... usin our hps and elf's cam... haha... i think the ppl ard us were irritated. biase la... we made a lot of noise.... plus our hps got the sound effect when we take pics... so, tt like added to the chaos...

and now, here i am... im bored... my life doesnt evolve ard tv anymore... i feel so pathetic... i even forgot bout AI finals.... i dunno who im supportin anyway... both are gd, but i dun really like any of them... i wanted vonzell and anthony... and constantine... haiz... stooopid americans... how could they sent constantine home at such an early stage of the show...

tmr, ill be havin flag day. i seriously dun feel like goin... but i dunno wat the consequences will be.... babi betul.. they target at FRESHIES to do the flag day... i tot i was over and done with it by sec 4.... argh.... anyone free tmr... feel free to make ur way down to bishan aitez... juz come down to bishan, put some coins in tt bloody tin, and then u can go home... haha... haiz.. talkin bout it made me feel so lethargic already... i really dun feel like goin. how? should i? adoi.... leceh seh gini... im sooo hatin poly life..

ah boi: hot meh? not tt hot la.... it's kinda cool at nite kan... haha...
drools: awwww....
nautical: i was juz kiddin la... u think im tt craziee to do it two nites in a row... haha...

Smashed into pieces at 5/25/2005 09:07:00 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

talkin to feli on the hp now.... she singing to me rain rain go away... as in the song.... coz she's bored.... she wants me to blog bout this too... so tt's y... im here... bloggin bout god noes wat...

here's da song..

rain rain go away
little feli wants to play...!

rain rain go away
frizzylady wants to play!!!
come again another day.....

yay...!!

*applause**standing ovation*

gd nite.

Smashed into pieces at 5/24/2005 11:38:00 PM

first day of orientation was not the way i expected it to be.... it was boring... and draggy.. and messy. there were a lot of talks... basically introductory talks about SMA, SPSU... blablabla.... it was such a waste of time goin for the orientation.

i dun even noe y they call it orientation.... i didnt even get a chance to noe any of my classmates... sad huh? and they call it orientatn...

supposed to meet up with rashidah and hazimah's fren, azfar.... in the end, i wenta sch with rashidah onlie... as expected, typical guys.... wake up late. y? coz no one woke him up... haiz... and honestly, zi, he's pretty gorgeous... guess coz of his blood. erm... ppl of siglap, imagine the slimmer version of as'ad plus adi rahman... wat do u think? hehe...

and i found out tt im the onli mly girl in the course.... and the chinese girls like so not socialble... no offense... but, i wouldnt mind befriendin them... there were lots of guys... mly guys? quite a no... cute or good lookin ones? none at the moment.... juz gotta be patient... haha... and then, the guys are soo like malu2... so diff to talk to them... and they look at me like as if im insane... coz i was talkin out of my way this afternoon.. hey, u cant blame me... it's was damn boring juz now... so i had to entertain myself by chattin away.. although it could have gotten on some ppl's nerve... hehe...

had a tour of poly marina.. which is a mini and simplified version of PSA...took a peek at the diff workshops.. and they remind me of dnt workshops back in siglap.... haiz...

had a brief meetin with the campers frm kem panglima.... so sad tt i cant make it for both the dikir comp and the gatherin at sentosa... and hisham, they cant cancel this time coz a lot ppl took leave frm their work already... so yeah.. i also cant make it... nvm la..

talkin bout hisham... chatted with him for like about 4 hrs? ritee? i think so... chat as in msn messenger chat... not telephone chat... my reason was to test out my lappie... haha... but, it was great chattin with ya boy... wanna do it again tonite? haha... i was zoinked out todae at sch man.... slept my way home on the train... it felt sooo good... if it werent for rashidah, i could have make a double trip back to boon lay... hahaha...

feli: im soo sorry.. i cant do anythin bout tt... haha... maybe u could juz plead and be nice to ur daddy... then maybe u get... hehe
haneymom: of coz ill try to enjoy my days at sp.... and hell ya... the deal was a gd one!
drools: i miss u black.... susah seh wanna meet up nowadays... u take care aitez.. u better not forget me! haha...

Smashed into pieces at 5/24/2005 08:46:00 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

todae was quite easy going for me... and i really enjoyed my day. ok.. it sounds wrong.. but wateva. my eng has never been good... haha... anyways... ill tell u y it's gd.

im soooo happieee todae coz i got a LAPTOP!!! haha.. yesh... finally, i got a laptop... sth to call my own. haha.... now, i can surf the net wheneva and whereeva i want... with no hassle. no more arguemts with bro over the comp.... yay!! it's wireless too... duh! hehe... it's midnite, but im awake... and bloggin away. call me jakon... but, i've been dreamin of the day when i would own a laptop... and finally, it came true. of coz, it comes with a price. well, to me, it definitely felt as if it was ripping off my parents pockets... but hey, it's onli once in a while tt i did tt ritee...?? hehe... anyway, the cost of this precious baby is $2050... brand: compaq. pretty worth the money, i must say actually... to rich ppl like liyana, this amt would be 20 bucks... but for ppl like me, it was like 200000 bucks... haha. the guy who sold this to me was very much like james, his jokes and charisma... which actually was a bonus point to me choosin this model amongst other cheaper offers. haha...he threw in a free thumb drive as well... not bad huh? plus, he help me increase my ram... wateva tt is... haha...

after tt, i was being dragged to watch star wars... yes, the movie... as in 'may the force be with u' movie... wenta watch with bro and dad.... i, of coz, didnt understand wat was goin on... but hayden christansen was there... so wat heck? tt was gd enuf... hehe... i sorta understand towards the ending... i actually felt angry coz of wat anakin did... goin over to the dark side for some stupid excuse. and i pitied padme.... coz she suffered coz of anakin's sutpidity. those who are into star wars should noe wat i mean... those who dun, nvm... it's better if u dunno anything. seriiously.

wat else... tmr will be the first day of my orientation.... gdbye holidays, hello sch term! haha... cant wait to discover wat's in store for me in marine engineering... meeting up with hazimah's fren, azfar, tmr. another new fren! yay... haha... got my time table already... but didnt pay too much attention to it though... didnt want to actually. but i can always check it again... it's online u see... so yeah... now, everything online... can be cool and savvy... but it could be irritating and troublesome too... agree?

ema, u so lucky he asked for ur no... damn u... haha... and u deserve tt kick feli gave u. and, im happie partly coz tt guy 'layan' me... haha... tell u more soon.. if i have the time.

and feli... thank u sooo very much for delivering the kick to ema... luc ya lots dearie!

i shall now reply to all of ur tags...

nautical: mmg no intentions... kalo ade, salah ke? hehe.. jk... juz wanna ask u sth though. does zaki has a frenster? i cant seem to find him... and wat's tt guy's name..? the one who sang... the one with the nice voice...? remember him? dier ade frenster jugak tak? and ill link up soon aitez..
zee: no prob... i love goin down to ppl's blog too... so it ws no hassle... will link u up too k? thank U for coming down to my bloggie first ;)
siti: i didnt noe how i survived the camp... probably coz of my grpmates who craps alot.. juz like the table ppl... and maybe coz of the eye candies... hehe..
ah boi: yesh... 8... aint it sth to 'woah!' abt... haha...

Smashed into pieces at 5/23/2005 10:37:00 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

harloWWW!!

do i sound insane?? yeah... i think so... i dunno y. probably coz i need sleep...

wenta johor todae... did a lil shoppin... bot socks and shoes... hmm... then wenta groceries shoppin... todae was ok lar... and, not forgettin, of coz... i had bought 8.. yes EIGHT dvds... haha... movie marathon, here i come! hehe.... sch nak bukak pun masih nak waste time... see la... but, wat the heck... this tues will onli be my orientation je... so wateva la... studies come later. yeah ritee...

outz to sleep... tired la...

gd nite... sweet dreams everyone...

oh yeah.. juz realised tt there could be a no of ppl frm MLS readin this... and yes, there are a few gd looking guys there... ritee girls? haha... but i have no intentions of u noe wat la...

so anyways, gd nite...

Smashed into pieces at 5/22/2005 10:12:00 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

sch startin next tues... feelin both anxious and excited...

i slept for the longest time of my life... haha... frm 3pm on fri afternoon..a nd i woke up at 10 am the next morn...

im bored... chattin with 7 ppl... all in one window.. all frm the mly camp.. all dunno each other... kecoh.. but fun... haha... ciaoz..

Smashed into pieces at 5/21/2005 10:06:00 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

here i am, in front of the comp, deprived of sleep... yes. i soo wanna sleep now... but the comp is somehow a much more impt priority to me now... hehe...

juz came how frm the mly sp camp, namely SPMLS. Singapore Polytechnic Malay Language Society. it was boring at first, but things managed to pick up gradually.... got to noe more ppl... one of them is frm my course! yay! haha....

alot of gd looking guys... plus, they are alim and fluent in both mly and eng... haha... it was a really unique camp. a camp where they had time slots for prayers.... so it's like they pray together la... like jema'ah like tt...

there was this game called fear factor. u muz have an image of the game already... well, basically, none of the stuff i had to do was stunts... so tt means i had to put sth in my mouth. or feel sth. first station, i had to drink up a concotion of abt 2 5 tablespoons of vinegar and 6 big fat garlic.... all theses blended together, and down into my gullet it went. it was disgusting and very stinky.... my stomach was churnin so bad tt it hurt so much... like wanna do big business every other min... haha. second station was the most outstandin one... y? coz it involved worms. yupz... worms. worst still, it had 2 portions to the game. first round of the game required us to take one worm out frm a box and sprint to the other side to place tt worm in another box... i got over the fear of it lookin so sluggish and wormy.... and i did it... we'll be rewarded 10 pts if this challenge was completed. i dunno y i did it... but i did it anyways. i had to put i worm in my mouth... juz put it in... dun havta eat and swallow it up. and wat do u noe> it's no big deal... really... u dun feel a thing... u'll onli feel like lil vibrations on ur tongue, which u wont even actually feel it... and i won! haha... disgusting? yes. would i do it again? yes. haha...

didnt get dirty at all... onli perspired alot.. but it was a total leisure camp tt i enjoyed very much.

chatted with ema.... damn u girl... haha

sch's startin in a few days.... dunno whether to feel happy or sad.

no more camps for me... now till next tues, ill rest all i can... catch on tv all i can...

i feel sth is missing in my life. i dunno wat it is.... i dunno if it's a sth or a someone... i have this feelin in my stomach... once again, i dunno wat it is. or wat it feels like....

Smashed into pieces at 5/20/2005 03:02:00 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

oh yeah... happiee bdaee to waga waga...!!

Smashed into pieces at 5/16/2005 03:22:00 PM

im back, finally, from the hellish and torment of the 7 day residential camp at tracom... 7 days of no tv, no comp, no air con... and no coke. thank goodness, we can still use our hps, at nite onli b4 lites out. but still, my hp batt went flat on the 5th day... and we werent allowed to charge our hps... however, i took a totally huge risk in charging my hp, resulting in a near miss of being caught by CII.

i really wanted to go home by the end of 2nd nite.... there was no motivation or morale boosting. by tt time, i really regretted coming down for the camp, even felt regretted goin for the whole course. but then, the good looking and macho ns guys kept me goin.. and im not kiddin. they stayed near my bunk block... so i can catch a glimpse of several squads every day and nite. also, the girls in my bunk were really chatty.. and tt was wat i need at the end of every nite. it's not the end of the day when they say lites out... we had 'hw' to do... and had to hand it in by the next day. yes... so we did the hw in the dark, with lil help frm torchlite. at the same time, we took risk of bein caught by the CIIs. but i had the fun times in the bunk.

i wont say tt i had fun... and i wont say tt i didnt have fun either... my squad was cooperative, and i could onli count those times with onli one hand... the instructors were damn strict and heartless. the pt (physical training) which i had twice daily really drained me out. try running ard a basketball court 5 rounds in the morn and like as if runnin 2.4km every evening, for 6 days....

by the 3rd or 4th nite, i was physically tired... but still mentally strong. the way the instructors pushed me and talked to us durin debrief made me go all out to stay on at camp... the head of training said tt most of us are still mentally strong... and yes, i was. but my body was longin to go home... i really pushed myself to the limits at this camp. i didnt noe i could run so much in a day... running up and down slopes, joggin frm point A to B most of the times with belongings in one hand.... i did stuff which no other sch camps could provide.

on the last nite, i teared a lil when the head trainin field said her stuff to us.. like we did our best, and it was gd tt we chose to stay... man, at tt point of time, i really missed home.. i so wanted the last to end at tt time, but there was still abt 12 more hrs b4 break of camp. even when the camp coordinator said tt we should treasure the last mass debrief, i started to tear again.. but it was not a lot.. the tears didnt flow down my cheeks.. even when the whole batch cheered out the batch cheer together was a sentimental moment.

as i spent my time in tracom, i find myself reasons as to why i stayed on the camp. firstly, it was an experience which i could not get anywhere esle... unless i go for ns. it's a pretty unique journey for a girl, to camp in a place out of comfort zone with lil accesibilities and enormous amount of obstacles to go thru for 7 days... i mean, a guy can get thru this for 2 yrs during ns.. but a girl? now, i partly noe how ns guys feel when they say they badly wanna book out... i would like to test myself and see how i turned out at the end of the gruellin 7 days camp. i think i did pretty well..

secondly, the good lookin guys. hmm... well, there's the ns guys of coz.. and also the instructors. not all la.. some are really cute and macho, even they yelled at ppl. intructors- meanin CIIs plus FIs... haha.. i told ema bout the FI one.. rite girl? i think this is THE reason y i stayed on... these gd lookin ppl are the one tt made me looked forward to the next day... not kiddin with u ppl... haha.. and honestly, one of them could really make me happy even when the day was shitty... really. it's like, my whole day was soo crappy and i really longed to see tt one person to make my day better coz i didnt see him the whole day.. and he suddenly turned up. man, i suddenly felt gd.. it's like as if i was enlightened.. he also made me look forward to the dreadful lessons the next day.. onli those lessons tt i noe he would be present for. me insane? childish? maybe... this huge infatuation would go away... soon, i think.. i dunno.. he's too charmin and laid back.. hehe.. and u cant blame me. i was away frm the world for 7 days.. with no source of entertainment..

however, this is onli half the battle gone... i was happy tt the camp had ended, but it's no big dillio. i still have a mth more b4 i can pass out as a CI. i still have weekend trainings to attend and another camp at ubin. may my spirit and passion keep me goin... haha..

i wont be bloggin for another 3 or 4 days... y? coz im goin for another CAMP!!! haha... yeah, call me craziee.. 3 camps in a row.. first, the sp camp.. then the CI rc camp.. tmr, it'll be this mly camp at sp... yeah.. mly camp. my mly very the rusty already... nvm la, juz go for the fun of it.. haha.. i still am very tired for the rc camp.. and i dunno how the mly sp camp gonna be. im anxious to noe... haha..

ah Boi: yes waga waga... im backkkk!!! and im goin away again tmr.. haha..
feli: i miss u soo much... go shoppin again soon ok.. but sch's gonna start soon also.. so how? give me a call anytime.. k dearie?
archfreak: hi freak.. yes, i miss u too... i miss everyone.. im away for a couple of weeks straight la... tt's y u've not heard frm me..
hanyemom: no la... not yet sign up for the NPCC kat sp... this is one is juz a course to get a new rank.. sth like tt la... and i sooo tootaallyy agree with u. ade banyak guys worth droolin at... heheh...
so?: hi gorgeous...! da lame tak meet up... :( miss the gang soo much... esp u.. ;)

to the bloggers in my links... i've read all ur bloggies... onli laziee to tag.. and, man.. i missed out alot.. haiz.. to all my gfs, hope to catch up with u girls soon...

Smashed into pieces at 5/16/2005 01:31:00 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

yesterday's tranings was quite slacked... sat the whole day in lecture theatre... attend lectures la... like duh! nth much happened yesterday... coz no tekan and everything else..

on fri, i was all over spore... haha... went out in the afternoon to YISHUN to have a discussion with a grp of frens... then to TIONG BARU to meet up with another grp of frens to visit a now-ok fren frm trajan... then went to PASIR RIS to have another meeting. gosh... i was soo tired i tell ya... i kinda got lost on the yishun... hehe... dumb me... i stopped at khatib instead of yishun. yeah2... laugh at me... hehe... oh yeah.. had a really short meet with khairi! 'long lost fren'... haha... it was soo nice to finally meet ya...

im soo exhausted. tmr, ill be headin to hq and overnightin there for 6 days. so, once again, this blog will be dead. :( for 6 bloody days... and if im tired, ill never blog ever again... hahahah... jk. this mth is soo packed... i've got another camp after this 6 days overnight camp at hq.. it is definitely better than being stuck at home, but it's all sooo too simulatneous... haiz.. but thank god, all the stuff i've been attending so far are awesome... hope it stays this way.

im gonna miss a whole of tv... i actually missed a week already last week coz of the FO camp... now, it'll be coz of the npcc camp. damn... 6 days... 6 looong days at hq.. oh cute ns boys, keep me alive there by appearing all over hq more... haha... anyways, back to wat i was saying, i cant watch my shows again. 2 weeks of no desperate housewife, las vegas, CSI, the practice, amazing race, survivor, chase, OC, one tree hill, everwood... and JOEY! boohoohoo.... i cant even hog the phone anymore... much less have a decent chat with my fave ppl. i miss my sch mates terribly... really... u noe who u guys are... too much to name...

and darn, im friggin dark now... trust me on this. even as my sunburnt skin is sheddin, im still dark... haiz...

so everyone, this will be my last entry.... before ill update it again in a week or two... haha.. i dunno la. miss ya'll.... bye.

Smashed into pieces at 5/08/2005 01:58:00 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

the camp turned out to be a culture shock in the first two days, when all the freshies were mentally abused and physically tortured... haha... really. no kidding... we were yelled at, even we did the stuff correctly.... coz the pt was tt they had to make us suffer so tt we'll work together as a team... cooperate as a team. it was really cool... coz no matter how much these seniors pushed our team's morale down, my team always bounced back... haha... so, the higher our morale was, the tougher the sufferings got... these seniors are called the GPs... however, they were onlie wearin a mask for the first two days... by the third day, they were laughin and joking with us.... they turned out to be nice ppl...

my team is called trajan.... one of the roman empire's name... since the camp was called roman empire.. each team was like a family. our team members were our bros and sis... and the fun part is where we called our GL(it's like OGL) mummy and daddy.... hehe... and coz we were a family, we stayed united thru those damn obstacles the GPs set for us....

it was totally demandin in the first two days.... and each was such a long one... by the time the ended, it was already abt 2 am or 4am.. and i was soo drained. the third nite was totally awesome... we had campfire since it was the last nite. and the campfire was held at an expected time... coz the campfires which i usually attend starts at abt 8 or 9, but this camp, it starts at midnite... the campfire started out to be dead... but as it progressed, it was sooo fun... we had a shim competition.. where guys frm each team had ta dress up as a girl... and i really mean dress up... they wore bras, and make up... and sarongs... haha... very hilarious. some were actually very pretty... like my bro, denzil... u look gorgeous boy.. haha..

talkin bout bra, there was an activity which invovled bras and briefs and boxers. haha... this invovled within each family la... so the sisters(girls) havta give the bros their bras(not the one they'r wearin la.. ) and the bros gave the sis their briefs... haha..so, the guys really had to wear the bra on their bare chests... while the girls had to wear it outside of the trackpants or shorts... digusting but comical sight.... hehehe... even mommy and daddy had ta do it...

and of coz, there were good lookin, hunky and goregous plus cute guys... haha... not the freshies of coz, but the seniors. i dunno y there werent any gd lookin freshies... anyways, there was this mly guy who could sing really well... his name is sufyan(sp?) he's not tt cute.... but he voice was FuHHyOO! im soo longin for his voice... haiz... it was soo refreshing to hear tt kind of voice at the camp after the yellings... haha...

the camp made me feel attached to sp... it was like i had a whole new family.. the feelins was like when i first became an nco... the sense of total belongin was there... and coz of tt, i had fun in the end. i miss TRAJAN already...

goin out later, even as my fatigue has not yet been totally shed away... talkin bout shed, my skin's sheddin off like a snake's.. i've got sunburnt... haiz... goin to yishun and back to pasir ris or tamp.. for two diff separate meetings.. and back to trainin and HQ on sat.. and back to HQ agai on mon for a six days camp... miss me k, ppl? ill miss my comp and my tv... and my bed... ill miss u guys too..

Smashed into pieces at 5/06/2005 09:28:00 AM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

hello all...

yesterday's first trainin at HQ was terrible and boring... im goin for camp tmr, and wont be back until afetr thurs... so, the blog will be stagnant till then...

miss me aitez... hope ill have fun at the camp.

Smashed into pieces at 5/01/2005 01:43:00 PM